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I've flitted to another blog..My fourth one but officially the first using Wordpress.

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I am saying goodbye here..

Examining My Future

"Sometimes I gt so caught up in the excitement, and then for an instance realize I might be leaving.

My future looks so uncertain now. I don't know what to expect, what to hope for, and what to do to avoid disappointment."

Excerpts from The Diary.

Everything's clear now. I got the answer I wanted, or maybe I was just waiting for the answer to drop down from heaven, literally. Because right till now I don't have a clue what I really want. So I am just going the direction I am pointed and turned to.

I am wondering. Still.

Life Like That

Ever done something that is so totally out of place? Something you only sees in movies but never ever dream of doing?

I did it.

I puked in a drain beside the road. Although at a closed alley, still some people was unfortunate enough to have to see it.

I was definitely sick that day.

This things should only happen once. Otherwise I might just get boycotted.Enough said.

Positivity

Today deserves a chance. And I am trying to be positive. It's a brand new morning, almost eleven. But still considered morning. I haven't been as productive as I wanted..yea, wasted my holidays away.

But anyway, I bought a book. Started to read it. The lovely bones--by Alice Sebold. And it's really good. I know I am gonna love it. Next up, my allowance will go to my next target--The time traveler's wife. I going to start collecting books now. Then by the time I am 30 years of age, I'll have a impressive collection. Then maybe I'll start my own library..Ah, blissful dreams.

Sis came back on Sunday. Our family is complete now. And she's officially the tallest among us three sisters. I knew the day would come.

I am stalling. Waiting. Waking up and doing nothing. Positivity sucks.

I Needed This

Nobody can make you feel inferior without your consent. ~Eleanor Roosevelt

It's me who is my enemy
Me who beats me up
Me who makes the monsters
Me who strips my confidence.
~Paula Cole, "Me," This Fire

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. ~Marianne Williamson, A Return to Love: Reflections on the Principles of "A Course in Miracles"

I Want

I want to try my hands at photography. Pictures speaks a thousand words, and portrays beauty one could not imagine if not for a brilliant person with an eye for unseen images.

I want to reaffirm my one-time passion for flute. This time I'll make sure I can blow the perfect pitch.

I want to learn new languages--the art of communications, which can take me to places, overcome cultural difference and gain inspirations.

I want to write and publish short stories and produce my own songs. I want to inspire.

Shoe

I am going to start blogging about my new interest--fashion. I think I must be running out of topics to blog. Anyway, I am having a deadening headache now. Fashion is a hard subject for a total beginner like me. But I am persisting even if it kills me.

Let's start with shoes.

A shoe is an item of footwear evolved at first to protect the humanfoot and later, additionally, as an item of decoration in itself.

As defined by Wikipedia.

I will start with athletic shoes which half the population of the world would at least have a pair. The emphasis of these particular type of shoes tends to be more on function than style. However, nowadays, functions and style goes hand in hand, with the many stylish and cool sneakers around. And people like me who is not into sports just get them for show. Now, athletic shoes are then divided into many other categories, depending on the kind of sport one plays, from running shoes to ski boots to wrestling shoes. I did my research, so there.

The most popular athletic shoes brands are all out there. Adidas, Rip Curl, Nike, Converse, Fila and one hundred and twenty-three thousand others. There are also lots of cheap and stylish sport shoes around in the market now. Sneakers are considered one of the most popular footwear for teenagers nowadays, girls and guys alike.

The versatile and timeless sneakers.

I will end my presentation here. Thank you. I have a lot yet to learn.