Examining My Future

"Sometimes I gt so caught up in the excitement, and then for an instance realize I might be leaving.

My future looks so uncertain now. I don't know what to expect, what to hope for, and what to do to avoid disappointment."

Excerpts from The Diary.

Everything's clear now. I got the answer I wanted, or maybe I was just waiting for the answer to drop down from heaven, literally. Because right till now I don't have a clue what I really want. So I am just going the direction I am pointed and turned to.

I am wondering. Still.

Back To School

So, I started form 6.

It's baffling..after months and months of yet to decide what I wanna do, worrying my head out, I ended up in the most conventional, straightforward, and uncomplicated study pathway.

At least, it's what I think. But there's still decisions to be made. Which I hate.

So what's there to tell about school? It's the first time I'm studying in a boy's school. (think immature kids running around). The first week was orientation week. It was okay I guess. There were lots of talks, announcements, getting-to-know sessions. On Friday, we had ice-breaking sessions and played some games which had moral values. And then that Saturday we had gotong-royong. Although I would so much rather sleep in on a Saturday, but the conscientious part of me prevailed and I went. To labour in my new school. I am a teacher's ideal student. Not.

So, anyway..I am still torn between a few other options. But I'll leave it at there. No point worrying.